Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Don't give up.....

Don't give up.....

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk

with God.
"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"


His answer surprised me...

"Look around", He said.
"Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.

I gave them light.
 I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.

Its brilliant green covered the floor.

Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.

But I did not quit on the bamboo."

"In the second year, the

fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.
And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo," He said.


"In year three, there was still nothing

from the bamboo seed.  
But I would not quit."

"In year four, again, there was nothing

from the bamboo seed.
I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year,

a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.
Compared to the fern it was seemingly
small and insignificant..."
 
"But just 6 months later
the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots.

Those roots made it strong and gave it
what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations
a challenge it could not handle."
He asked me. "Did you know, my child,

that all this time you have been struggling,
you have actually been growing roots? 
 I would not quit on the bamboo.
I will never quit on you.
Don't compare yourself to others,"

He said.
"The bamboo had a different purpose

from the fern.
Yet they both make the forest  beautiful.

"Your time will come", God said to me
"you will rise high"


"How high should I rise?"
 I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?"

He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said,
"Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that

God will never give up on you.

Never, never, never give up!
For the Christian Prayer is not an

option but an opportunity.

Don't tell the Lord

how big the problem is,
tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

 

Heaven's door opened and God asked me... "My CHILD...
what can I do for you?" and I said, "Daddy, please protect and bless the one reading this message."
God smiled and answered ...  "request granted ..........."

 

You'll never know when GOD is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!!

 

"each of us have our own legend to fulfill --- it doesn't matter if other people support us or criticize us, or ignore us, or put up with us - we are doing it because that is our destiny on this earth, and the fount of all joy."

- paulo coelho -

 

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Never the same

The other day i did something,
i hope i wont regret,
i said goodbye to a friend
who i know i wont forget.
i'll never forget the good times when,
all i did was smile,
i made the most of my days,
and made my life worth while.
and i'll never forget these times because,
i shared them with a friend,
a friend so special, a friend so kind,
one that said she'd be there at the end.
But now things have changed,
and i cant stand it much longer,
many times i thought of giving up,
but then i grew even stronger.
i then figured out, that something wasn't right,
i wasn't happy anymore,
and we were having a few more fights.
Even though we made up ,
it wasn't the same,
we hardly even speak,
she hardly ever calls out my name.
Things started to go wrong,
and people started to see,
that i wasn't all that happy,
and something was wrong with me.
It was something inside,
that i couldn't explain,
which caused even more problems,
and even more pain.
i started to think,
and i knew what was wrong,
i tried so hard to fix it,
i tried for so long.
so this friend that i had,
didn't like me for me,
and i was sick of all the tears,
i just wanted her to see.
that i want things back to normal,
i want to hear her call out my name,
but as much as it kills me to say,
i don't think things will ever be the same.